I can sum up everything about life in 3 words: It goes on

Random Pics-

There's just quite little to talk about about my life as a commander in some botak island. Everything is either restricted, no picture illustration (No cameras allowed) or just sound dry to those not in army.

Sometime this week I searched high and low to see all the pics on the computer. Went to develop all the pics from my 21st bdae, commissioning parade and some pics from the past.

Of course, in the process I see afew really funny pics. So I tot maybe I'll just put up some of them for fun (I did this before in my past posts)

ENJOY!

10:49 PM

The smile that warms the heart of many.

12:22 AM

But there's just something. That something about the way you fall asleep, that makes me wanna protect you. Even though I know I'm not the hero in yr heart.

11:29 PM

The Day We Unite As One-

Just imagine, your buddies, the ones beside you. Fought the same mission, ate the same mud. Stayed up for so many nights, laughed at the same jokes, whine about the same problems. Suddenly one day, because of some incident that happened which cannot be prevented, 6 of them were taken out of your training and did not commission with you.

All of us parted with tears, watching the 6 of them stay back in the officer school for another 3 months, after having already gone through 9months of hell.

Out of a sudden, you realise that 3months flew by like wind and it's the day your brothers, though 3months late, but still managed to commission.

How would you feel? You'll explode with joy. These are some pictures of joy:

It was such a defining moment to see them commission with tears in their eyes and smiles on their faces. They took a longer route, but they made it. You can just feel the extra pain they went through for the extra 3 months, the disappointment and hurts they beared when we commissioned without them, and finally everything became all worthwhile on this day.

Being their camera man was much more than great joy.

As I was making my way back, I looked at the evening sky of the place and it brings back memories. I remember the day I pass out as a private soldier, my dreams of getting into officer school.

I also remember the day I commission on the same parade square, and told myself that I'll be a good officer.

But now when I think back...I really dunno what to say. The workload is so much...the shit is so intense...was it all worthwhile? Is it really that noble a job to be an officer?

12:08 AM

ORD MACHINE-

Just imagine there's a machine that counts down to the exact number of days, hours, minutes, and seconds to your ORD date. When the timer is up, it explodes, burns away all your army equipments and your pink ic flies out from the machine. A mechanical hand will then pass you a certificate to say that you've completed ns.

lol...fat hopes I know. Hmm time for early book in again! (Boring)
Anyone interested to catch a movie this coming weekend? I'll want to look forward to a movie so that my week can pass by faster=/

4:07 PM

Been Thinking About-

Think about a time where you really felt like following your friends for a quick supper before you head home. You really have cravings for the food and the experience of eating out late night, but you also know that it's gonna be fatterning and you're probably gonna not have a good sleep with such a full stomach.

You drag and wait...trying to decide which side of your heart you want to listen to. Finally you decided that you're not going for supper and you are heading home cause that's the logical and more "right choice" to make.

You reached home, sat on the sofa and look at yourself in the reflection of the black TV screen. You feel glad that you've made this choice and it wasn't a hard choice to make now that you've looked back.

But something still tingles you in your heart. It makes you wonder how nice it would be if you ate the supper, enjoyed the company, and the consequence wouldn't be that harsh to face afterall.

Have you felt like this before?

*A special note for some ppl that might get the wrong idea: this scenario only applies to situations where only it only involves yourself. If it involves other ppl's destiny or other ppl's loved ones, it would be a different scenario.

10:51 AM